The other day at church someone told me I had a beautiful smile.

Yet my head insists on making this hard for me to accept. It gets twisted around and changed and I somehow make it into something that it isn’t. I can’t just let it be what it is.

Why can’t I just believe someone when they say something nice to me? It makes me crazy sometimes. It never stops, even for a second.

One day I hope I’ll be able to accept a compliment and just enjoy it. Hopefully it’ll happen sooner rather than later.